It was no longer summer. The hot rains of August were long gone as the nights turned colder.
I was still in Providence. And she was still in Providence. But we might have been living thousands of miles away from each other.
And the rain was pouring down. Cold rain that got into your bones and made you long for a roaring fire. Or a bottle of whiskey.
But there was no fire. And no whiskey.
Just the rain.
And a song came on the radio. A song we both had loved. Staring into the night, watching streetlights prism the raindrops, I remembered.
And wished I could forget.
All I could do was turn off the radio.
I couldn't even leave. Not for another five months. And she'd stay there for the next two years (possibly just to spite me although I'm sure she'd tell you different).
Every step on every street was filled with memories. And every memory involved her.
A thousand dreams of her -- both happy dreams and nightmares. And what's worse, the happy dreams that seemed nightmarish when I woke up and she was gone.
Until...
... that night. With the cold rain.
When the phone rang. And like an idiot, I picked up.
Against all odds it was her.
I shouldn't have talked to her. I should have done anything else... I should've fought the dinosaurs in this video.
This all makes perfect sense, although perhaps only in my head.
So Michael Jackson and Farrah Fawcett die on Thursday. And I find out two days later that Sky Saxon, leader of legendary garage rockers the Seeds, also died that day.
"Pushing Too Hard" was featured on one of my favorite albums Nuggets, a great two-record set of the finest psychedelic and garage music of the 60s. (The record was assembled by Lenny Kaye, who selected the tracks and wrote great liner notes. I remember distinctly having a two-hour argument in college between 2 and 4 in the morning about what made Lenny Kaye cooler: Nuggets or playing lead guitar in the Patti Smith Group... although I can't remember which argument won out.)
Anyway.
This made me think of the great Australian band Hoodoo Gurus, whose 1984 debut album Stoneage Romeos was named for a Three Stooges short and was dedicated to characters from Get Smart, F-Troop, and Petticoat Junction. That album features a great rave-up celebrating all things Nugget-y called "(Let's All) Turn On," which kicks off:
Shake Some Action, Psychotic Reaction No Satisfaction, Sky Pilot, Sky Saxon That's what I like...
(and just gets cooler from there, name-checking everyone and everything that made Little Steven want to host the Underground Garage radio show).
But I digress (again).
So... I go onto YouTube to look for Hoodoo Gurus videos and find a song I'd never heard of called "Gene Hackman." I played it (and you should too) because I thought it was the same as the Robyn Hitchcock song "Don't Talk to Me About Gene Hackman." But it's not -- it's a totally different song (which -- as far as I can tell -- first appeared on 1998's Electric Chair album).
Hitchcock's song is a hidden bonus track on the Jewels for Sophia album... and, due to YouTube's recent frenzy of take-downs, I couldn't find it there. But here's a link to a live recording.
Both songs came out in the very late 1990s, both by musical artists I love (and started loving around the same time in the 1980s). Both songs are fun (and very much in character with their creators), but they couldn't be more different. And yet, both of these songs are about the exact same thing: the fact that Gene Hackman seemingly was in every movie that came out for a period of 3 or 4 years.
What are the odds of that?
Probably about the same as Michael Jackson, Sky Saxon, and Farah Fawcett all dying on the same day.
(On a related note, I'm happy to report that Gene Hackman is still alive and well...)